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if you feel like you need to explain yourself, then do it. excuses don't count as explanations, though.

if not, then keep doing what you're doing now because it will get you nowhere.

trust me, i've seen it all before. i'm not a naive girl, i normally don't do second chances..but for some reason i did. don't expect it to happen again.

a friend recently told me, "we're too old for thirds." by which she meant that we are too old to give out third chances. and i couldn't agree with her more.

don't take this as a slap in the face unless you're going to be a coward about it..and if that's the case, then go ahead. this is mainly a reminder for me.

FUCK

give me a god damn break. please.

i can't take this anymore. what the hell is the matter with me.

lesson learned 1,000 times over

you can never trust anyone but yourself. never ever ever.
if you want something, you have to do it yourself. you can't rely on anyone else.

don't ask me why, ask yourself why. you'll get a more direct answer that way.

i wish my heart was still in this.

[do not want]

i think i've gotten to the point where i don't even care anymore.
that can't be good. i don't want that. i want to be proved wrong, just once.

how do you stop the inevitable?

lightbulb

sometimes you have to take a step back to figure out how to get forward.

i'm a little bit superstitious, so i try not to jinx myself.

the only way to not be disappointed is to not expect anything.

i have to admit, it would be nice to be suprised though.

..what?

life is so fucked up.
god must have a twisted sense of humor.