right?

can't.

there comes a point when you just can't lie to yourself anymore.
you will hurt.
you will cry.
you will be angry.
you will feel stupid.
you will not ever understand.

but you will be okay.

ok

this is a last attempt. because i dont feel like anything else is right.
things will be different, one way or another.

you can trust me, trust nobody.

We're only taking turns
Holding this world
It's how it's always been
When you're older you will understand

If I say who I know it just goes to show
You need me less than I need you
But take it from me we don't give sympathy
You can trust me trust nobody
But I said you and me we don't have honesty
The things we don't want to speak
I'll try to get out but I never will
This traffic is perfectly still

We're only taking turns
Holding this world
It's how it's always been
When you're older you will understand

And then again maybe you don't
And then again maybe you won't

When you're older you might understand.

thumbs down.

i can't believe the effects that stress can have on your body.
you don't have to eat.
you don't have to sleep.
you're constantly distracted.
your body feels like you got ran over by a semi, but not because of anything physical..just from emotions.
you can be fine one second and a complete mess the next.

it really is taking a tole on me.

revision.

WHAT THE FUCK.
my life is a joke.

why do i have to care so much.

help.

if you lose hope, you lose everything. and i'm trying so hard not to unravel.