FINGERS CROSSED.

this could be big. :)

:)

i could make a loss of a good thing
try to think it through, think of everything
i'll never get engaged with a mood ring
and that's why i need you

i'll never look for love it will find me
take me by suprise it will blind me
i never know it could be right behind me
and that's why i need you

she don't know what to do
she won't call me
i'll never know everything
but i know you love me

and i will never lose to you
i can't do a thing without you

i know i need a heart like the one you have
i know i need a love like my mom and dad's
i'll try to stay cool when things get bad
and that's why i have you

no matter where we are
you know everything about me

and i will never lose to you
i can't do a thing without you

hurts so good.

there's a lot of things i don't understand
so many people lie, it's the hurt i hide
that fuels the fire inside me.

when the world treats you way too fairly..

"the most destructive lies are the ones we tell to ourselves."

i could follow you to the beginning
just to re-live the start
maybe then we'd remember to slow down
at all of our favorite parts...

2009

"what's left to lose? you've done enough. and if you fail well then you fail, but not to us. cause these last three years, i know they've been hard. but now it's time to get out of the desert and into the sun. even if it's alone."

except this time, i'm not alone. this year has been one of self discovery, to say the least. i was pulled and pushed in every direction imaginable..and i ended up here.
but maybe that's the whole point.

welcome, 2010.

i think.

i think that as you get older, you kindof 'renew' the way you think about things. more like, throw out the way you used handle life in general.

at times i think it is neccesary to realize that everything is NOT perfect, and the only way it can be is if it's perfect for you, and it doesn't matter what others think.

don't sweat the small stuff. don't get stuck. keep moving forward and things will work out as they were meant to.

i think it's called growing up.

one year later.

"second chances are rare, third chances don't exsist."

life's a little different now.
that used to be a phrase i lived by, and it served me well back then. all i've been waiting for is someone to prove me wrong, and i think this might be it.
<3