ask me what i really think.

i promise i will never be as selfish as you.

to who it may concern:

if you do not answer your phone, return calls, or reply to texts

throw your phone in the fucking street. you're wasting your money and my time.

x 2

it's incredibly difficult to love someone who doesn't love themself.

wow.

Definitition of Karma:
Through the law of karma, the effects of all deeds actively create past, present, and future experiences, thus making one responsible for one's own life, and the pain and joy it brings to him/her and others.

i've never believed anything more than this, and tonights findings proved it once again.

i don't believe in revenge, because karma can do much worse things than i ever could.

so..good luck with that.

rant.

i'm so tired of trying so hard for everything.
i'm very frustrated with people as of late. especially certian people that i never thought i'd be frustrated with.
i'd do anything for my friends. anything. that's just how i am and have always been. but lately, i feel like everything i do is a little unnapreciated, and its starting to wear on me. i dont know if that sounds selfish, i don't mean it to. but take it as you want.

i'm just tired of everything. i want to leave and not come back for a while. i need to clear my head and start over the right way, and i can't do that here.

no, i don't fucking get it.

you have no idea and i doubt you ever will. not only because you don't ask..but also because i know myself well enough to admit that i'm too stubborn to ever let you know how hard this was for me.

you realize this is the last thing i ever expected of you.

i hate that you let this happen. i hate that you let it get this bad. and it kills me that you're not going to do anything about it. i know that without you even saying a word..because you haven't said a word yet.

sleep deprivation = brain overdrive.

when you feel like you're not doing anything, it's because you're not doing anything.
you're not going anywhere, because you're doing the same thing everyday.

i'm stuck. i'm fed up. i'm ready for something new.
i'm tired of knowing what's going to happen next..i need some goddamn variety.

I'M BORED.