and sometimes,

you need a slap in the face in order to get back to reality.

well..you know

sometimes, you need to make waves.

secret.

have faith in me
cause there are things that i've seen i don't believe
so cling to what you know
and never let go
you should know
things aren't always what they seem.

two weeks late is better than never.

my resolution this year is to stop assuming. it just means trouble.

probably the best idea i've had in a while.

life is messy.

but at least it's not boring.
i dont even know if anyone reads these. they are just for me anyway, as reminders of events that have happened or ideas that i've had.

i have a really good life. great friends and an amazing family. i get a lot of chances to do things that most dont, and i'm very thankful for them. just so you know, i love my messy life.

hmm

i think it's a game. and if that's the case, i won't play.


k i'm going to seattle. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ughhh

as much as i'm opposed to giving up, at this point it almost seems neccesary.