no, you've got it backwards.

words mean everything.
only sorry and promises mean nothing anymore.

congratulations.

if you were trying to make me cry, you succeeded.
i hope you're happy.

so true.

[yes] ?

is there really such thing as a point of no return?

too little too late?

never say never, but now i can honestly say that i'm closer to saying yes more than ever.
it's a little scary. but at least it's real.

this wasn't easy.

there are so many questions, so many things left unsaid.
i know they will stay unsaid, and i've come to accept that.

lessons have been learned.
forgive and forget...i'm still working on that one.
forgiveness comes with love, that i can handle.
it's the forgetting part i have trouble with.

but more than anything, i wish you were the person i used to think you were.

oh boy..

thank god.

something finally makes sense to me.

i'm starting to figure life out. and it makes me feel a lot better.