at some point, you have to stop being unhappy. there is no point in going along every day with that same sinking feeling. that youre not good enough. that everything you do adds up to nothing. that everything said or done in the past doesnt matter anymore. that as hard as you try, it wont be worth it.
at some point, you have to move on. you have to focus on yourself. what you want, and what makes you happy instead of what works for everyone else. you have to stop depending on anyone except yourself.
at some point, you have to rethink everything you've believed in.
at some point, you have to start over. you have to realize what you're doing wrong and how to stop. you're 22 years old, you're grown up. you're responsible. independent as all hell. you don't NEED anyone. you have a great family and great friends and thats all you NEED.
at some point, you have to get your life together. find out what it is that makes you happy and keep it. don't risk your pride. don't risk your values. don't change for anyone. take risks, but smart ones. stop waiting, just go.
i should have known from the beginning, i actually think i did..but was trying to believe something else. i should have known so many times, but i shut myself up.
too much of a dreamer sometimes.
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